How to Save a Life

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 
Kate, and probably so.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
I’m almost 21 so I feel like that’s cradle robbing, also men are immature so dating down is a bad idea. Although there is this cute little freshman that crushes on me at school. 

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Today, when I was hungover but happy at the same time. 

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I always tend to whenever I awkwardly make eye contact walking by someone on campus. 

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
I doubt it, I feel like that’s so high school drama.  

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Of course. 

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
I am about to go to sleep, so a white t-shirt and black boy shorts.

8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday in my car on the way to class or wherever else. 

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?Jeans. I wear sweats in my apartment sometimes, but they’re sloppy in public.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?No, I doubt it.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
It depends on if I’ve been drinking or not ha.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?
Hahaha wow, if you’d asked me this  before last night I would’ve had to say no, but after last night, yes, yes I have.

13. What about ‘S’?Umm, I don’t think so actually.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
I wish.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Sure I do, but I’d rather you just do it behind my back and I never know about it.

16. Are you going out of town soon?
YES. Saturday is pumpkin chucking in DE with all my friends! Drinking alllll day.

17. When was the last time you cried?
The other night when I wrote a screenplay for my CMAT 311 class about a dramatic moment in my life: when I went home to visit my grandpa a couple weeks ago in the hospital to find out he’d passed away the day before. 

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yep. 

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
No, I love my eye color. It’s what always gets me compliments…and stalkers at certain restaurants. 

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Waking up hungover and missing my second two classes because of a headache and my eyes being infected since I slept in my contacts last night. 

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Sure. 

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Kate? Noo. 

24. What are you sitting on right now?
My comfy bed, with my christmas lights making my bedroom pretty.  

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yep. 

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
It happens. 

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
The kid I drunkenly hooked up with last night…hey, it was halloween and I was eight beers deep, and he had a tattoo and a cute face. 

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Yes! I am sick way too often. 

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
My friend Amy’s closet. She gives me clothes she doesn’t want anymore ha. 

30. Does anyone hate you?
I mean maybe.  

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
I don’t need to hide them since I’m in my own apartment at college. I have two empty bottles of Rumplemintz, one Malibu, one shitty vodka and a bottle of five dollar champagne from this weekend. 

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Yes, but I can’t ever sleep afterward. 

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Gross. 

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
None, I mean sure those awkward middle school years could go, but they all made me, me. 

35. Did you have a dream last night?
I don’t remember, whenever I go to sleep drunk I don’t dream.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Eh. 

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Maybe, maybe not. 

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yep.  

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
If he is still awake sure.  

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was normal, I had class, dance until 9:00 and then I dressed up and got drunk and hooked up with a random kid. Not the worst. 

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yess. 

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
I’m sure I will. 

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yep. 

44. What’s the best part about school?
Well the best part about college is the fact that I will graduate and not have to go to school anymore soon.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
I have too many pictures on fb. 

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
No, except I pass looks whenever my professors are freaking me out, which is usually on the daily. 

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time. 

48. Were you single over the last summer?
Nope. 

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Not at all. I was just moving to Maryland two years ago, just graduated high school not too long before, and I was completely different. 

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.