December 2010
70 posts
I think I’m just tired.
The best part about today was him.
I am starting work tomorrow, and I’m actually excited because I get to dress up in office clothes and it’s an excuse to get out of the house in the morning. Last night I ended up going out with my boyfriend to Sean’s house where a few people were drinking and playing beer pong. I’d lost my voice, because I was sick earlier in the week, and Sean took it as me ignoring him....
“Oh tell me now where was my fault in loving you with my whole heart?”
– Mumford & Sons - White Blank Page
I’ve got a head cold, and Eric still came over tonight to spend Friday night with me being lazy and watching Christmas movies. Did I mention that he is so good to me? And now I’m just real negative and lonely because it’s nighttime and I’m alone and sick.
Goodnight.
I’m real tired. Just got home from school. Eventful week. Cried three nights in a row, Tuesday because of Andy yelling at me at the bar when I did nothing, threatening me. But I had Eric that night so I just cried and he helped me fall asleep. Then last night it was my last night at school and we all drank, again, and it just ended badly. Eric yelled at me, punched a wall, and his fist was...
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“It was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line. I really...”
– Mumford & Sons
“So I’m waiting for this test to end, so these lighter days can soon begin....”
– November by Azure Ray. So fitting.
Last night I went out with Mark since my friends wanted to go to the bars. Mark and I ended up at 5 different parties throughout the course of the night, and I ended up drinking a box of wine with Matt and Chad. We ran into a bunch of people at different places, Salisbury is really a small university. Then Mark and I slept together again. Today I spent it on the apartments floor watching Christmas...
It’s like you feel homesick for a place that...
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I have this one guy that I really like, but sadly he has a dfferent girlfriend every time I turn around. It hardly gives me any time to hope, you know? Then its dashed each time I see in him the hallways so far away. I sit near him in chemistry, and can hardly concentrate on intermolecular forces when the cutest boy ever is across from me.
I have this one guy that I really like, but sadly he has a dfferent girlfriend every time I turn around. It hardly gives me any time to hope, you know? Then its dashed each time I see in him the hallways so far away. I sit near him in chemistry, and can hardly concentrate on intermolecular forces when the cutest boy ever is across from me.
I miss him.
It’s off to dinner and then out tonight at Chad’s. Wish me luck, maybe I’ll try and keep out of trouble. But I know that after a take down a few drinks I’ll be thinking about how much fun it would be to be involved with this trouble.
“What do you do? You laugh, you know? I’m not saying I don’t cry. But in between,...”
– Garden State (via anditslove)
Caitlin and I were talking about what happened on Tuesday night, and how she had sex with Alex and I made out with Mark. We talked about why, even though I love someone and am actually with him now, I found the need to do this. I refused to blame it on drinking, because it’s not that. Sure, maybe that stems the action, but I would have done it if I was sober and the opportunity had presented...
